Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*PHILANA!
Hey hey. I am a 158cm tall person called PHILANA. I’m partially blind without my specs, you see I’m short sighted so I can see you but I can’t see who you are unless you’re up close. I’m a nerdy girl who loves reading don’t you? Even though I’m a nerd, I’m still a pretty good dancer.
Mostly, I heart history. A-ha! I know you guys hate history!
That's because I'm, as shown above, an American air force brat, too cold and proud to mix around with people like you. I'm constantly moving around; from Arizona to New Mexico to little sunny Singapore. Heh I live in a red dot cool or what?
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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WEDS["=
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 || 8:04 PM

Soz for not updating busy lurhs. Got the teachers day rehersal preparations and other stuff.
Tuesday came home late cuz of rehersal then got alot of hwmk from PRABHU LAH. cb sia.
I finish then today i do nothing in class read teenage the boys keep saying got porn lol! dun have lorhs. anyhow say. Then during history and english period the prabhu think i his slave sia. Make me run errands not my fault i do homework already still need to do his work. FK LAHs.  Then after school got dance okay luhs. Then after that go canteen at about six thirty plus. Atikah wanted to buy milk the seniors also but when they press the number of the thing cannot get chocolate milk all got yoghurt LOL! Then i try lah. I press ah qonq the register number then got chocolate milk LOL! THANKS DARREN! LOLS. So funny then give to atikah cuz i dun like to drink chocolate milk dehs. But i like to eat milk chocolate lols. Then wait for nasan saw the bamboo pole and bamboo pole holder together. Then got two guys holding hands LOL GAY much? No shame lah they all. Then go home eat rice and cornbeef. My brother dun let me eat bread with condense milk. Then he give me granola bar say condense milk for tea and kopi what shit lahs. I WAN CONDENSE MILK ON BREAD!!!

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SATURDAY
Saturday, August 23, 2008 || 4:05 PM

Woke up and got dressed for school lols. On my way to school the sky so dark like 5 am like that. Then walked with Atikah to school. When we were listening to the song umbrella it started to rain. The wind blew my umbrella away LOLS! Then when i finally got it back it was turned inside out lol. Nothing much during teacher day rehersal. Went to the banquet with aliyah and atikah. Came back home and sent my mom and bro downstairs to get a taxi to the airport. WOOTS two weeks of freedom LOL! Then fazurah msg me. Im so proud of her sia! Stood up to Sri this is what she smsed to sri: If you are not one of the bias idiotic lesbian bitch hw do you explain treating the seniors well and treating me and the rest of us like shit.. Isn't that called bias? How do you explain sitting infront of the teacher and not understanding what the teacher is saying? Isn't that idiotic? Hw do you explain liking shara and amani isnt that called lesbian? How do you explain u being so offensive to me, lana, adeline and the rest of them. Isn't that called bitch. LOL! Anyways SRI i say sorry cuz i didn't come to secondary school to fight or have enemys so yah if you want to be friends again im willing to try.

i dun wan enemys <3LâÑå™

Fridays[:
Friday, August 22, 2008 || 9:56 PM

I woke up at 6.50++ forgot today home based learning start what time so i just go online. So stupid lols. in Msn the starting conv got me chuin ming darren and jun hao. Then chuin ming and jun hao dunno who am i then suddenly Jun hao say oh i noe its the fkin councillour. WALAU lol i not fking councillour lol. NA BEIS ($#($#*($. The ms peng give home ec ans below the worksheet there -.- and mr chen give the maths can get working from the website lols! only the prabhu english and history must use brain one. >.< Then darren and lexian ask me for answers lol. So i give lorh. I so KIND RITE :] . Then i took a bathe and went to school. Reached adeline house at about 12.40++ wait for her then went mph met Atikah Firzana Jolina and Fazurah go jp. We all go the banquet very funny lehs. I turn around wan ask adeline she wan fork or spoon then behind me is primary school friend. My primary school friend treat me 2 dollar WOOTS. free money. Then the firzana and jolina fight over five dollars they found in one of the toilet stall then i say aiyo u all fight for what! 2.50 each lah. So stupid mahs. Then go to dance on wed ms kay come back T_T. Ms jenifer so nice lol! After dance waited for Nasan they all under the security guard post there. Got chair i sit mahs then my friend come wait with me the security guard say we waiting for our boyfriends -.- . Then we say ya lor so late rite where ur gf? He never reply lol. Then Nasan Atikah Firzana Nabilah Siti Fazurah Adeline and I walk to interchange on our way we pass by Felix room da window we all stand underneath shout FELIXX! then walkaway and laugh. Atikah and I keep turning and saying BOO! then the firzana scared lols. After that went home eat laksa YUMS.<3.

nothing else to say thanks for tags! <3LâÑå™

THURS
Thursday, August 21, 2008 || 4:28 PM

During morning assembly I had to sing again with crystal cuz too little people singing. NOT FAIR LOLS! Then got briefing on home base learning.. After that prabhu period. Then mr yap teach about inequalities. He teach i understand more lols. Adeline also not blur when he teaching! Then got fire drill during prabhu period. So stupid sia. We all late for recess cuz of fire drill. Mr yap came back teach more lols. Then got the mr raghu period he never come so we all play. Darren kick me then i fall sia. My leg pain lols. Got bruise lehs! So i take his bag he not happy take my books then throw on the floor. I force him pick up or else i throw his bag lols! After that ms low period not nice lah. But she say we better than 1e2 lols! After that i go pay school fees at GO. i walk into the door mr zubir say i skip very well want to sign me up for competition then i blur lols. Then mr Gopal ask me what i doing there i say pay school fee then he say you councillour ah? Then see my name nod and call the secretary one. The secretary mopping the floor she say someone urine there LOL! After that go with Nasan buy honeydew very nice YUMS. tmrw no school! But must come back for cca >;[ so sad rites.

HAHAHAS. happy liao[; <3LâÑå™

WEDS[:
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 || 8:58 PM

Tuesday boring lahs. LOL. Today very fun mahs. I go school reach there like 6.20++ then talk to nasan atikah they all. Then fazurah and i go sit where cm tan they all sit lahs. relax there talk about
stuff. After that jia ning they all come i go do duty i shout at many peeps lols! Then history teacher continue about dunno lahs. He say i go write on white board i say okay lor u pay me 1 dollar one question! He dun agree lols. He paid to teach us rite! Why he never write himself. He so stupid mehs? Then recess not fun. Maths got another maths test lols. SO MANY LAHS. After that got english . Walau eh Prabhu anyhow mark. Got people got correct answers also never give mark. Never put full stop also minus mark NA BEI LAHS. He dun believe in half mark still can give nazurah so many never give me any! so bad rites? Then got project work . My group name hello kitty lols! I know very funny rite. Somemore boy choose one dee. My group got me Nasan Ren Keat and Jia Ning. The Ren Keat keep pestering me sia. Say what i like darren rite admit lah i know u like him what crap. then i say correct lor i like darren AS A GOOD FRIEND. He still dun believe. Then i tell him call me bitch one more time i slap him he call so i slap him lohs. who ask him to call me that i also not dog. Then Science the low low low low not happy then scold anyhows. Atikah ask desmond move his head kindly teacher say what she shout anyhow can stand write right? Then she stand the teacher scold her tell her to sit down her place. FK LAH. Sabri also kanna. Anyhow punish lahs. Teacher bias. Like the bias idiotic lesbian bytch.

I still happy no matter whats. Cuz i eat sweet become happy LOLS! <3LâÑå™

♥MONDAYs
Monday, August 18, 2008 || 6:40 PM

This morning come school take mrt. the Fazurah scare me at mrt station lols! We walk walk to school then suddenly got fei fei and atikah so we walk with them. After morning assembly we go back class mother tongue nasan told me and jasveen ghost story then the ending very nice. Ghost seperated all of us by one table lols! After that PE i vomit lols brown colour deh. The jenny say i pregnant where got la!! he then pregnant lols. We play captain ball then my team keep snatching ball away. I holding the ball they also snatch from me! I their team somemore sia. Then i open alot dun wan throw to me. i so near they throw far far then the ball out! then i stand near the opponent goal post block the goal keeper mahs. then they throw bella there bella so far away from me then someone from my team call me useless. Think i can run so fast meh. Bella on opposite team keep scolding my team. I also scold my team sia. Captain ball they also so violent. The bias idiotic lesbian bytch really like dog u noe! keep rolling over then slide think what sia dance class isit. After that free period then assembly i very pai seh. I keep laughing when i see my class lols. i so sian stand in front i like but then cannnot stop laughing. After that talk talk behind during mr chen period he go reservice WOOTS! but wed still got maths test sia not nice.
After school natasha nasan and me took a ride in natasha's mom car she so nice drove me home lols! Then when i getting in the car the jenny felix they all pass by say what vip lols.
nothing else to say !
♥Him[:LâÑå™

SUNNDAYS[;
Sunday, August 17, 2008 || 2:48 PM

Woke up at 9.30 got ready for church class.
Kept talking to Jacobbina in class until teacher so angry Lols.
Watched passion of the christ. In one of the scenes got this guy look like vampire
Then teacher ask what part did we not understand we all ask why got vampire lolS!
seriously like cme sian. Sharon asked us to write good stuff about three of our classmates
we told her we dunno any of the guys then she told us write the obvious one lahs. so noisy.
Went home bought lunch YUM YUMS. prata want some? then do maths omg so difficult i monday just go school copy better lahs[= lol! i only know how to do 1a the rest i blur blur liaos.
Changed bloq skin cuz the picture cannot see so sads worhxs. kkthxbaiis[;
WOOTS<3twinnie♥LâÑå™

♥SATURDAY BLUES
Saturday, August 16, 2008 || 7:54 PM

haiz today woke up at 6.50 got ready for school.. The teachers day rehersal lahs! LOL. soo tired mans. Met atikah at the interchange then slowly walk walk. while we walking look behind got prabhu son with his friend. Went to the hall play play talk talk. then do scrap book for ms lin.
WOOOTS. I usher and make for ms lin. The atikah got the devil ms kelly lee AHAHAHAS.
i sot sot abit. After that i go home got text from ah qonq ask me about pw project.
So early do sia! i feel so jealous x.x . Then i bathe watch tv eat laksa now nothing to do my twinnie helped me with my bloqs SHOUT OUTS TO YOU! WOOTS. MWACKS.

nothing to do bored lahs. i miss him ♥ <3LâÑå™

Crumbly Fridays[;
Friday, August 15, 2008 || 2:11 PM

this morning do same thing lols.. Then prabhu lesson like what sian. he say we never pay attenion then make us go parade square he think he who sian! he go back kampong get knock by mrt better! after that recess so boring.. Then practical exam for home ec. The ms peng like satan lols. everyone she scold especially david [; . i think i the only one whos hand never get burnt LOLS! when washing up the felix keep splashing water on me walau say what primary friend can treat until like that meh. the bias idiotic lesbian byatch kept talking to me. then i taste ah qonq apple crumble quite nice i ask him taste mine dun wan. u thnk i go time to poison mehs? LOL!
nothing else to say tmr i still need to come walau eh. the fazurah keep saying faster.
so what lahs. i not happy i go ask adeline prank call now! kkthxbaii
<3♥lana[;

THURS[:
Thursday, August 14, 2008 || 6:18 PM

Today when i went to school no one could make me unhappy and i mean NO ONE! Enough about my happiness lols. Anyways after i did my canteen duty i went to the hall to push and shout at people to go into the hall. Of all people my ah qonq also there. So i personally go there and shout at him to move into the hall. So funny.. His friend so pai seh quickly take bag go inside and sit down. Then he himself said **** to me, smiled and went to sit down. After that assembly. But then Prabhu period omg. So bad i hope prabhu knock by lorry! forward--- During art the guys kanna punish. So the class very quiet good place to emo LOLS. Sabri they all took adeline neoprint and gave to some guy called zheng hong. I found out after school when i went to SC room to do teacher day dedication to teachers that never recieve i was in the same group as him and his friend so he approached me and gave me adeline neoprint i was like what? then he said can tell adeline i sorry and give her the neoprint back? He so kind! i feel so guilty for saying what in a rude way. Must ask Adeline to accept him! anyways after that i go jp with atikah get new specs. When i go ntuc find apple so many apple but they all so big. i chose 5 small apples. I LIKE SMALL[;
anyways KKTHXBAIIS[;
i really like this guy.. but i cant tell you who he is[; ♥ LANA[:<

WEDS[;
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 || 9:22 PM

Today very sian the class quite quiet dunno why.
I no mood be happy cause i was thinking about alot of stuff.
I walked around the school with my bag and the pass the teacher gave me and came back to class a few minutes later.
At Dance we learnt a new warm up.
My legs damn pain hais.
But the new dance tee rocks mans[;

Thats all for now kkthxbaiis;
♥L•A•N•A