Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*PHILANA!
Hey hey. I am a 158cm tall person called PHILANA. I’m partially blind without my specs, you see I’m short sighted so I can see you but I can’t see who you are unless you’re up close. I’m a nerdy girl who loves reading don’t you? Even though I’m a nerd, I’m still a pretty good dancer.
Mostly, I heart history. A-ha! I know you guys hate history!
That's because I'm, as shown above, an American air force brat, too cold and proud to mix around with people like you. I'm constantly moving around; from Arizona to New Mexico to little sunny Singapore. Heh I live in a red dot cool or what?
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Christel Eva Joyce Travis Hannah Siyuan Yixin Amos 1E3 2E2 3E2

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Let's be happy while we can.
Thursday, December 30, 2010 || 8:04 PM



Good evening! Hahas. Technically, its night but whatever. I learned many new words today :D *clap clap* This morning I went to Joyce's house with Christel and slacked watching billy elliot and snow dogs ;X the acting in snow dogs kinda... sucks? I can't believe I used to like that movie >.< Anyways we looked through polytechnic booklets and searched about JCs online. OMG SERIOUSLY WE FELT LIKE WE WERE GOING TO DIE NEXT YEAR. HELP USSSS! We made a promise to enjoy these last few days while we can and next year, study like maniacs. I think I'm going to have to start drinking starbucks frappes. AAAAAAAAAH. The horror T_T.

I can already imagine next year will be all about studying. Sigh I want year camp but not study camps? Next year might be the only year without an adventure camp. But let's not fret shall we? LANA AND FRIENDS 2011 HWAITING! HAHAHA.

I also followed them to buy nerd specs. I want to get REAL nerd specs because yes, I wear specs sometimes due to my short sightedness. ;X Its not really that bad but yeah, I want to be fashionable like those korean and japanese people in the dramas who wear real degree'd nerd spectacles. I just wish I can get those kind of specs for myself. Anyone willing to sponsor me a ticket to korea for two weeks? I could then probably buy my specs there and receive it before I leave to fly back to Singapore. I wish I wish I wish. Sigh. AJA AJA FIGHTING FOR US ALL! see ya guys next time yeah? (:

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Joyful memories are what I'll keep.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010 || 5:38 PM



AAAAAAH. Christmas is over ): you guys know what this means right? SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON. OMGGG. NOOOOOO! I'm not ready to graduate from secondary school, not ready for O'levels. Can't christmas break be longer? Got lots of presents for christmas :D THANKS PEOPLE! I also have three presents I haven't passed to people yet >.< (their still unwrapped) Yes I know that I'm possibly one of the laziest people you'll ever meet. But I swear I'm not lazy most of the time, REALLY! Argh. Fine fine believe what you want to believe heh. I've got my morals and you've got yours. LALALLA. I miss cake. I want cake. GIMME GIMME CAKE! Sigh. I haven't completed my maths holiday assignments yet. Left with circle properties and a few trigonometry questions. HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I HATE MATHEMATICS ? I don't know what I was thinking when I decided to take up A mathematics aswell as mathematics. I think I was drugged during that time. Anyways happy belated christmas everyone~

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I'll be here waiting always
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 || 1:02 PM



Hello hello hello~ It's 11 days to the day christ was born. YIPEEE! Went for dance practice earlier today. OMG DAMN PAIN! Seriously today's practice no joke. One part of the warm up we had to do this hand spin bridge thing from the back of dance room to the front then had to do our bridge and walk backwards while in the bridge position until we reach the back.

Thank god for Zhi Leong, Zhen Hong they all. Once before exams we were at music terrace and they did something similar to it and taught Nina and I so we didn't suffer or collapse as much as some of the other dancers did. YAY FOR US! Haha. Was supposed to go to escape today but my Aunt's coming over in awhile so had to cancel. I contacted a few friends who I've haven't heard from in a while . Its to check if their still a live . HAHA NAH, its cause I kind of miss them >< Aww. I know right?

Anyways can't wait for tomorrow, going to have some karaoke time with the lovelies; Christel, Eva, Casey, Desmond and Travis.
HAHAHA. We're gonna paint the town red tomorrow with our awesome voices. Even if we may not sing very good, we have Eva whose an awesome singer. MWAHAHAHA. It's gonna be a sort of late birthday outing for Casey. I know this post is kinda long but I hope it makes up for the short posts I did. Might blog again tomorrow, let's see first shall we? Have a nice day folks ;D

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I'll be your little red
Sunday, December 12, 2010 || 10:08 PM



Hello hello hello (: I've just finished watching the victoria's secret fashion show on youtube and Chanel, one of the newest angels got her first wings :D! Her wings are awesome.. their so fluffy I could die! hehe.

oh oh and say hi to my newest kpop obsession, L from infinite! hello Love :D

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You And I
Tuesday, December 7, 2010 || 10:23 PM



I recommend this video to y'all. I cried while watching this. The ending is really very touching. Here's a short summary before you watch the video so you won't be confused. :
(Please note this is a video not real life, in real life Park Bom isn't married, this is JUST A SONG)
Park Bom and the guy got married. The guy is dying. He has an illness so Park Bom is trying to let him have his last christmas happily with her. He has been drawing her in his journal so that when he dies she has a part of him with her always. They promised each other that they'll protect each other. Shortly after his last christmas, he dies leaving Park Bom with his journal. However she didn't see the drawing or the words that he wrote "Sorry I couldn't protect you" which is depicted at the end of the MV.

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All you need is faith and a little fairy dust.
Sunday, December 5, 2010 || 12:01 AM



I really feel like a little girl now. I wish everything could be solved with faith and fairy dust like in peter pan. Alas, we're living in reality not some mythical fantasy world. Sigh. For some reason, I keep listening to korean songs by B2st, G.NA and Big Bang. Their lyrics are really meaningful if you know what they mean. Thanks to kind souls who translated the lyrics I know what they mean! Claps for them. *CLAP CLAP CLAP* Haha. I especially like a cover of What I want to do once I have a lover by Yoseob and GaYoon.
Here's excerpts to the a part I really like it's the english translation ofcourse! :

"There are so many things I’ve wanted to do once I had a boyfriend, I’ve always dreamed
First, kissing on the street. Second, you see, is a train to ChoonChun at dawn.
Third, going on a picnic, Fourth, getting a piggyback ride."

I think it's a really great song, those are things I want to do if I had a boyfriend, except for the train to ChoonChun since I have no idea where that is, I can only assume its in Korea. Sora's still at camp sigh. Tomorrow's Sabbath day. oh oh and 21 more days to christmas! YIPEEEEE. Bye Bye~

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More random-ness
Thursday, December 2, 2010 || 8:27 PM



Here's to my random thought;
"It doesn't matter how much it hurts now because you'll get over it and eventually grow into a stronger person.
Don't let anyone tell you that your not who they thought you were because change is what defines us as a person,
no one stays the same."

GASP! I know I sound so inspirational. BWAHAHAHA. Anyways tomorrow Christel, Travis, Eva and some other red cross people are going away for Boys Brigade Camp. Ironic yeah? Apparently they have to be first aiders for the camp. I remember someone telling me that Boys Brigade have their own first aiders in their uniform group but I guess their not as awesome as my friends :P
Have fun at camp guys~ Love yeah

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