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Word of the day is Vulnerable.

vul·ner·a·ble
adjective /ˈvəln(ə)rəbəl/ 

Susceptible to physical or emotional attack or harm
- we were in a vulnerable position
- small fish are vulnerable to predators

(of a partnership) Liable to higher penalties, either by convention or through having won one game toward a rubber.

Don't you guys hate it when you feel absolutely vulnerable? I know I do. Recently I've been put into a lot of vulnerable positions, some that have changed my life forever, some were not so life changing. It's been possibly around 2 months + since I've last updated but yeah. You guys know how it's like to have final year exams right? I guess you do. Well one factor that makes me vulnerable is stress and my friends. Sometimes you aren't able to please everyone at the same time and it comes back to bite you in the butt. I apologize for this slightly depressing post but I'm still trying to decide if I want to go to the local library or not. Hmm Decisions, decisions.

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Hey peeps :D It's been a long time coming, but I'm here now~ A lot of things have happened in the past few months. You guys know how I've been preparing for the SYF with the rest of my school's SYF team and WE ACHIEVED GOLD *CLAP CLAP* (: HAHA.
I did quite well during my examinations. I got 1 A , 4 Bs and one F... the F was for A mathematics but who cares? I only need 5 subjects to get into the poly course of my choice so I'd rather work harder in improving the five subjects then working hard to pass one subject and letting the rest fall to the ground. I've been planning for my future and I finally found a course that combines my interests and practicality of surviving in the real word. It's Arts Buisness Management. (: I have to get 11 points for my L1R4 to be able to qualify and enter that course. >< Looks like I'm going to be working hard for the next few months. I apologize for not being able to update my blog as frequently as I used to, but I hope this post makes up for it.

Love you guys <3

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HEY PEOPLE OF THE WORLDDDDD :D I'm posting for the first time in two months. :X I feel bad for neglecting my blog but my studies and SYF for dance comes first. Heh us dancers made ms kay super happy today because we practiced before she got here and she came when we were doing the last minute of the 5.23 mins long dance. Keke. WORKING HARDDD. JWSS DANCE CLUB FIGHTING!!!!!!!!! We're aiming for gold :P Even the school leaders; the principal, vp, HOD of performing arts believe in us. I just hope we can believe in ourselves. OHHHH I want a handful of pikachus. I keep imitating the 'pika pika?' part and annoyed alot of my friends especially Fazurah (: OH HAPPY DAY! See yea guys soon I hope!

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Aishhh~ It's been raining none stop in the little island of Singapore ): I was super dee duper cold today! Big thanks to Jie Le for his overwhelming huge NCC jacket. Heh it kept me warm for a long time before dance ;D Oh oh and its really really comfortable and long but maybe its because Jie Le is like... two heads ++ taller than me?

So its no surprise that the bottom of his jacket is almost reaching my knees Hehe. I didn't have focused test today since its Mother Tongue focused test so I slacked in the canteen until 315++ then went to SC room for some meeting. Sigh I have to be in this student initiated project for SC.. I'm already undertaking NYAA GOLD Project with Christel they all + my SYF trainings are like almost everyday I still have to do this student initiated project which calls for a proposal. ;X Ms Azeanni didn't know what Geek Week was and made fun of my geeky glasses ): My glasses deserve respect for helping me to see! Yes yes I love my glasses!

:D BYE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD! I shall afk more.

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I FINALLY HAVE FREE TIME YIPEEE! Haha. I'm so so so sorry for not being able to update, I've been busy with school stuff >.< I also feel bad towards Sora cause I've kinda been ignoring her quietness these past few days cause well I don't know how to help that much. Thankfully she's getting back to her old self (: I'm glad and thankful for that.

After school today I stayed back to wait for Desmond with Eva, Christel and Travis. We did our homework at the back of the canteen. All of them were doing their mathematics homework while I did my english homework >.< I feel happy that their doing what I already did even though their in the best class and I'm in the worst for Mathematics cause well, maths isn't exactly my forte you know?

Oh oh oh and guess what, this whole year I've NOT SAID ONE VULGARITY. Not one dirty or bad word. (: *claps* One less vulgar is one step to being a better person. I need knew specs ): I think my spectacle degree rose a little. Sigh. I hate being short sighted AND having Astigmatism but I guess I should count myself lucky as there are people suffering from worst in the world.
Have a great year ahead guys :D see you soon!

P.S: When I see you my heart goes doki-doki, can you feel my heart beat? :P
P.S.S: Will you be my guardian angel? (:

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I had a blast today. Sigh, it's the last day of the holidays! I'm not ready for school. Sometimes I feel like I just want to go back to my younger years to be able to avoid reality even if its just for a little while. Anyway on to what I did today!

I went to Eva's house and did a few questions for my Advanced Mathematics homework. OMG Trigonometry is HARD STUFF. >.< I have around 9 questions left because I don't understand them sigh. Going to school at around 6.30am tomorrow to get taught mathematics. Yeah, I was serious about the studying thing. GRRR. I wonder whose gonna be my seat mate this year, I hope it's a different person so I can get to be closer with other people as well. EVERYONE GOODLUCK FOR TOMORROW!

LANA AND READERS HWAITING!!! heh. Thanks for all your reviews guys(: keep em coming alright? :D

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Good evening! Hahas. Technically, its night but whatever. I learned many new words today :D *clap clap* This morning I went to Joyce's house with Christel and slacked watching billy elliot and snow dogs ;X the acting in snow dogs kinda... sucks? I can't believe I used to like that movie >.< Anyways we looked through polytechnic booklets and searched about JCs online. OMG SERIOUSLY WE FELT LIKE WE WERE GOING TO DIE NEXT YEAR. HELP USSSS! We made a promise to enjoy these last few days while we can and next year, study like maniacs. I think I'm going to have to start drinking starbucks frappes. AAAAAAAAAH. The horror T_T.

I can already imagine next year will be all about studying. Sigh I want year camp but not study camps? Next year might be the only year without an adventure camp. But let's not fret shall we? LANA AND FRIENDS 2011 HWAITING! HAHAHA.

I also followed them to buy nerd specs. I want to get REAL nerd specs because yes, I wear specs sometimes due to my short sightedness. ;X Its not really that bad but yeah, I want to be fashionable like those korean and japanese people in the dramas who wear real degree'd nerd spectacles. I just wish I can get those kind of specs for myself. Anyone willing to sponsor me a ticket to korea for two weeks? I could then probably buy my specs there and receive it before I leave to fly back to Singapore. I wish I wish I wish. Sigh. AJA AJA FIGHTING FOR US ALL! see ya guys next time yeah? (:

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AAAAAAH. Christmas is over ): you guys know what this means right? SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON. OMGGG. NOOOOOO! I'm not ready to graduate from secondary school, not ready for O'levels. Can't christmas break be longer? Got lots of presents for christmas :D THANKS PEOPLE! I also have three presents I haven't passed to people yet >.< (their still unwrapped) Yes I know that I'm possibly one of the laziest people you'll ever meet. But I swear I'm not lazy most of the time, REALLY! Argh. Fine fine believe what you want to believe heh. I've got my morals and you've got yours. LALALLA. I miss cake. I want cake. GIMME GIMME CAKE! Sigh. I haven't completed my maths holiday assignments yet. Left with circle properties and a few trigonometry questions. HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I HATE MATHEMATICS ? I don't know what I was thinking when I decided to take up A mathematics aswell as mathematics. I think I was drugged during that time. Anyways happy belated christmas everyone~

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Hello hello hello~ It's 11 days to the day christ was born. YIPEEE! Went for dance practice earlier today. OMG DAMN PAIN! Seriously today's practice no joke. One part of the warm up we had to do this hand spin bridge thing from the back of dance room to the front then had to do our bridge and walk backwards while in the bridge position until we reach the back.

Thank god for Zhi Leong, Zhen Hong they all. Once before exams we were at music terrace and they did something similar to it and taught Nina and I so we didn't suffer or collapse as much as some of the other dancers did. YAY FOR US! Haha. Was supposed to go to escape today but my Aunt's coming over in awhile so had to cancel. I contacted a few friends who I've haven't heard from in a while . Its to check if their still a live . HAHA NAH, its cause I kind of miss them >< Aww. I know right?

Anyways can't wait for tomorrow, going to have some karaoke time with the lovelies; Christel, Eva, Casey, Desmond and Travis.
HAHAHA. We're gonna paint the town red tomorrow with our awesome voices. Even if we may not sing very good, we have Eva whose an awesome singer. MWAHAHAHA. It's gonna be a sort of late birthday outing for Casey. I know this post is kinda long but I hope it makes up for the short posts I did. Might blog again tomorrow, let's see first shall we? Have a nice day folks ;D

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Hello hello hello (: I've just finished watching the victoria's secret fashion show on youtube and Chanel, one of the newest angels got her first wings :D! Her wings are awesome.. their so fluffy I could die! hehe.

oh oh and say hi to my newest kpop obsession, L from infinite! hello Love :D

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I recommend this video to y'all. I cried while watching this. The ending is really very touching. Here's a short summary before you watch the video so you won't be confused. :
(Please note this is a video not real life, in real life Park Bom isn't married, this is JUST A SONG)
Park Bom and the guy got married. The guy is dying. He has an illness so Park Bom is trying to let him have his last christmas happily with her. He has been drawing her in his journal so that when he dies she has a part of him with her always. They promised each other that they'll protect each other. Shortly after his last christmas, he dies leaving Park Bom with his journal. However she didn't see the drawing or the words that he wrote "Sorry I couldn't protect you" which is depicted at the end of the MV.

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I really feel like a little girl now. I wish everything could be solved with faith and fairy dust like in peter pan. Alas, we're living in reality not some mythical fantasy world. Sigh. For some reason, I keep listening to korean songs by B2st, G.NA and Big Bang. Their lyrics are really meaningful if you know what they mean. Thanks to kind souls who translated the lyrics I know what they mean! Claps for them. *CLAP CLAP CLAP* Haha. I especially like a cover of What I want to do once I have a lover by Yoseob and GaYoon.
Here's excerpts to the a part I really like it's the english translation ofcourse! :

"There are so many things I’ve wanted to do once I had a boyfriend, I’ve always dreamed
First, kissing on the street. Second, you see, is a train to ChoonChun at dawn.
Third, going on a picnic, Fourth, getting a piggyback ride."

I think it's a really great song, those are things I want to do if I had a boyfriend, except for the train to ChoonChun since I have no idea where that is, I can only assume its in Korea. Sora's still at camp sigh. Tomorrow's Sabbath day. oh oh and 21 more days to christmas! YIPEEEEE. Bye Bye~

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Here's to my random thought;
"It doesn't matter how much it hurts now because you'll get over it and eventually grow into a stronger person.
Don't let anyone tell you that your not who they thought you were because change is what defines us as a person,
no one stays the same."

GASP! I know I sound so inspirational. BWAHAHAHA. Anyways tomorrow Christel, Travis, Eva and some other red cross people are going away for Boys Brigade Camp. Ironic yeah? Apparently they have to be first aiders for the camp. I remember someone telling me that Boys Brigade have their own first aiders in their uniform group but I guess their not as awesome as my friends :P
Have fun at camp guys~ Love yeah

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Hello people of the world, did you guys miss me? (: Yesterday was my old church's confirmation. AAAH I'm freaking jealous. But it's okay, my confirmation is next year, around May so I'm happy. I'M GONNA GET CONFIRMED ON MY BIRTH MONTH! YIPEEEEEEEEE!
I'm already searching for a dress for it :P

Anyone wanna date me out? I'm free this whole week. Travis and Zhileong called me a nerd for wanting to go to the library and read about Ancient Greece and Roman times + King Arthur. I can't help if I'm a history geek. I think their just jealous cause I get to take history and they don't. Well Travis chose to take geography but let's not go into that. OH HAPPY DAY~ See all of you guys soon, sooner than you think ;D

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
hey hey hey. Today's thanksgiving so I'll give a bit shout out to everyone! (: I'm grateful for alot of things in life, MY ONE AND ONLY GOD, my familia, friends, strangers, animals, FOOD :P . Yes yes alot of stuff. I wouldn't have much happiness if not for my awesome friends; mainly Christel, Eva, Joyce, Desmond, Jie Le, Afiq, Noel etc etc. ;D LOTS OF LOVE EVERYONE! Enjoy your thanksgiving

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HELLO AFIQ

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I'm super happy :D Thanks to ZUL AND AFIQ for getting the SL shirts for me. heh I have two blehh. Went for Amaths which was hilarious with hamza, divya, edrie and aisyah. Got my awesome hat from fazurah. Thanks for buying it for me ;D Christel gave me RED RAYBAND SUNGLASSES HEH. I feel so content with looking at all the stuff I got today. After meeting faz I went to meet christel and ate singapore food for lunch yum yum. Brought her to a clinic where we watched horse jumping competitions while waiting for Christel's turn with the doctor ;X she's sick. get better ya twin?
my red rayband and hat ;D

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